Cinda Jo Bauman: Children's Book Writer & Illustrator, Cut-Paper Artist, and More!

Posts tagged ‘Middle-grade Mental Health Books’

Shy? Nervous? Anxious?

As a 13-year-old everything is changing. Feelings are more intense, and there are new daily challenges. It becomes obvious that the things most kids find simple are not simple for you.
Going for a walk or entering someplace you’ve never been to makes your heart pound. It’s embarrassing when your hands and voice shake when meeting people. If you finally get the nerve to talk with someone, later you replay everything in your mind, all night long. You might like having friends, but that would require doing things.
Why can’t your family understand you don’t want to be this way and quit pushing you so hard to be like other kids?
If this just described you, then you will be able to relate to my book titled, FETCH, because it also describes Frankie.

The first review posted for FETCH, and I LOVE it!

 “Fetch:Hope & Horses” is a great read.Reviewed in the United States on June 19, 2024

I was almost immediately able to identify with Frankie. Her story is filled with real life ups and downs of a teenager who suffers from panic attacks. She is likeable and her association with the horse , Fetch, is incredible. I enjoyed the entirety of her journey with her friends, family, and Fetch. The author brings the characters to life in an easy flowing manner that makes reading the book very enjoyable. There is always another exciting event in Frankie’s life that adds to the story. I cannot wait for the next book.

And here is part of another reader’s WONDERFUL review that captures Frankie’s dilemma:

Frankie Learns How to Cope With Anxiety — One Breath at a Time Reviewed in the United States on June 27, 2024

“Fetch” is a story about 13-year-old Frankie who was hoping for a new start when her family moved from Tennessee to Montana. But Frankie finds she has taken her anxieties with her — along with the memories of the worst day of her life.


The reader is not made aware of what happened that day until much later in the book, leaving us wondering and affording us just a little bit of the same angst that Frankie feels constantly in her life. For Frankie, everything in her life is overwhelming. Everything in her life is simply too hard. Every day she just wants to be left alone because life is too hard around other people. Frankie is sure she is different from everybody else and that there is no place in the world where she fits.


But throughout the book, Frankie is introduced to other people, some who also have to overcome their fears and loneliness — a horse, new friends, kind neighbors, mentors, and the constant of every 13-year-old girl’s life — a boy she like-likes. And Frankie begins to believe that maybe, just maybe, she will learn to fit in.


FETCH is for sale now on Amazon and other online bookstores like Barnes and Noble, along with SHUFFLE (book 1 in the series, previously titled ONLY MY HORSES KNOW)

If you read them, please share an online review to help others find my books.

Check out Margo Dill’s blog, the Editor and Publisher of Editor-911 Books

Please click the link below to enjoy Margo’s blog post about rebranding and retitling books along with the article I wrote.

https://editor-911.com/blog/f/retitling-and-rebranding-a-book-series-how-do-you-do-it

4 DAYS UNTIL FETCH IS RELEASED

The author’s copies of “Fetch,” the second book in the Hope and Horses series, will arrive in a week. I should be thrilled, but instead, I’m feeling a bit overwhelmed about the need to promote my books. I searched “self-promotion for middle-grade horse novels,” and now I’m even more stressed out! There are so many great ideas, but honestly, I’m not comfortable with most of them. Despite that, I’ve been brainstorming to come up with a list of goals:

  1. Learn to talk about my books without freezing up.
  2. Make appointments with the local libraries to donate a copy of each book. I might even create bookmarks or stickers to leave at their check-out desks.
  3. Update the YouTube videos for “Shuffle” and create a new one for “Fetch.” I think it’d be cool to be with horses when I talk about my horse books. Something funny might even happen, but hopefully not that I step in something or get bitten! Then I need to figure out how to get the videos to schools and librarians.
  4. Compile a list of small boutique bookstores or gift shops to contact about selling my books.

This all takes a lot of courage, and I’m still working on gathering it. I’ll keep you posted on how it’s going! If you have any tips for a shy introvert like me to market independently published books, I’d love to hear them. Thanks for listening!

Shuffle (previously Only My Horses Know) Available now

Fetch: Available June 18th

BOOK TWO COVER REVEAL

The Kindle Edition listing is up on Amazon now, and it will be available for purchase June 18th! Release date for the print book is pending. I told you it was getting close. I can’t wait to hold this book!!

About the cover art

Like the cover for Shuffle, I created the cover art for Fetch using cut-paper sculpture and then photographed it until I got the shadow effect I liked. Normally, I like a stronger shadow with my cut-paper art but his piece had more detail. The strong shadows were confusing, so I decided to soften them.

How do you think it turned out?

What are the books about?

Book 1, SHUFFLE (previously titled Only My Horses Know and available now), is about how Kylie learns to accept her mom’s mental illness after struggling to keep it a secret from everyone, even her best friend, Joey. Spending time with her horses is the only time she can get away from the worry, exhaustion, and stress that a twelve-year-old shouldn’t have to endure alone. She has an idea of using their horses to help with everyone’s healing, but it is such a big dream that she will somehow need to reach out for help. But that will require sharing her secret. 

In book 2, FETCH (available soon), Frankie’s anxiety has gotten even worse since the horrifying day that turned everyone against her and took away the one thing she loved – baseball pitching. Even here in Montana, she’s most comfortable hiding inside. When her family convinces her to venture outside, a mystery horse in the woods fetches her baseball! She can’t believe it happened and is sure no one else will either. Surprisingly, she makes friends with Kylie and Joey, who unlike everyone else, never treats her like she’s different. She really likes Joey and doubts he will ever like her back, especially if he hears about what happened at her last baseball game.   

Book 3, GALLOP (written and will be edited soon, availability TBD), introduces Eli. Eli is angry. His parents are getting a divorce. His best friend, Sam, now has his dad, and his mom’s best friend, Sam’s mom, now also has his dad. That’s messed up enough to make any teen angry and sad. Add to that his mom moved them to a rural town where he has no friends and no plans to make any. Kylie, Joey, and Frankie are determined to change that. Eli discovers that riding crazy fast on a horse is the only thing that gives him a break from the anger and sadness. Even that could change if the horse he connected with gets sold. He must come up with a way to keep that from happening and find a way to forgive the people who turned his life upside down. 

I’ll keep you posted!

Thank you for letting me share my excitement. Yippee!!!

Blog Tours, How Fun is This?!

I get to do a blog tour with members of WOW! Women on Writing along with Margo Dill, Editor-911 Books and Fred Olds! I’m so excited about this. It will have book reviews of Only My Horses Know and Read-Aloud Stories With Fred, interviews, and guest posts. This is all so new to me, and I have to admit, I’m a little nervous to read those book reviews. I hope you have a second each day to check out the posts. I’m sure you will enjoy hearing more about Fred and Margo, they are the best! There’s also a contest to win a $25 Amazon gift card if you enter a comment on the posts. See the banner for all of the links and dates, and here is the link for today’s post: https://muffin.wow-womenonwriting.com/2021/06/read-aloud-stories-with-fred-and-only.html